Time now for StoryCorps’ Military Voices Initiative… recording and sharing the stories of service members and their families.
In 2008… Sgt. Matthew Perry was hit by three IEDs in one day, while stationed in Afghanistan…
…but he continued to serve… and a couple years later, while on leave, he met his future wife, Capt. Helen Perry…
TEASE:
Helen Perry (HP): Our first date was Olive Garden, and that was very fancy for us then. You were kind of chunky.
Matthew Perry (MP): And devastatingly handsome, you forgot that one.
HP: ––Devastatingly handsome. And you were funny and optimistic. And nothing could break you.
But eventually, his traumatic brain injuries led to a grand mal seizure…
And Helen, a trained Army nurse, was able to resuscitate him before they reached the hospital…
They came to StoryCorps to remember that day…
HP: The doctor came in and started doing the neuro exams. ‘What year is it?’ You didn’t know. ‘What was your name?’ You lifted up your wrist and read your name off the bracelet. You said, ‘Perry, Matthew, R.’ And they said, ‘Do you know who this is?’ And you turned and looked at me and said, ‘She seems familiar.’
You were still like real attached to me. Like if you went for a test, you’d be like, ‘She needs to come.’ And I remember I asked you one time, ‘What if I had been the cleaning lady?’
MP: You might have just been taking out trash, but you were there. [laughs].
HP: But I was there.
And then they sent you home… you still had no memory. And then it’s never come back.
How do you hold on to memories?
MP: Do I? [laughs]. I don’t hold onto memories. It either stays or it doesn’t stay. It’s like reading the back cover of a movie, but not watching the movie.
HP: Which I guess you get to skip some of the boring parts.
MP: What moments do you wish I could remember but can’t?
HP: That’s kind of hard. Do you remember what you said when I posted the ultrasound on the bathroom mirror?
MP: No.
HP: You were like, ‘What’s this?’ And then you got very excited.
But I mean, I know you remember Ethan being born fairly well.
MP: Yeah, I do remember Ethan’s birth. I was the first one that got to hold him. And then I got to take him to the room and spend just a solid two hours just me and him, nobody else. Don’t 100 percent remember how I felt though. That’s the main parts I forget is the feeling and emotions part.
HP: What are your biggest fears?
MP: That I’m going to fail as a father.
HP: You’re a great daddy, though…
MP: …For the beginning part, I love waking up and changing his diaper and feeding him. But when he gets older and starts asking me questions? That’s going to be really tough, because it can be hard to tell him to do it this way or this way if I can’t remember how to do it myself. Everybody else grows up and they learn from their experiences. I don’t get that.
HP: You have been through hell and back… If people only knew what going to war does to people.
MP: Am I still the same person?
HP: You’re still the same person. You still have this optimism about you and life and… still make jokes… You’re still just you.
BACK ANNOUNCE:
That was Capt. Helen and Sgt. Matthew Perry in Ormond Beach, Florida for StoryCorps…
Matthew eventually received a Purple Heart… and is now a proud stay at home dad. Helen works around the world doing humanitarian aid relief work in warzones.
Their conversations have been archived at the American Folklife Center at the Library of Congress.