Von Diaz: Now we’re going to hear from a Vietnam veteran whose job it was to identify casualties of war. 

Army Lieutenant Colonel Larry Candelaria deployed to Vietnam in 1970. As Chief of the Casualty Branch for the 23rd Infantry Combat Division, his team notified families when their loved ones were injured or killed.

Larry Candelaria: Every day I had to deal with the wounded, with the missing, those that had died terrible death. 

I remember there was an invasion to Khe Sanh. It was not going well.

Every morning I got ID cards and I went to the mortuary. We had to open the bags and see if we could identify that soldier. The first time I did that.  I had to get outside and vomit. I couldn’t stop crying. I felt really embarrassed. But, you know, when you see a 18 year old with half of his face gone it just gets the best of you.  

And, I remember one Hispanic soldier. And  the general was putting the Purple Heart and the Bronze Star for valor on this soldier. He had no legs, no arms.The general was crying. The aide was crying, and I was crying. Just to see him was awful.  The general asked him. ‘Soldier, what happened to you?’ He says, ‘General, I jumped on a grenade to save my buddies’ And he said, ‘I would do it all over again’. Boy. That really knocked me over.

WHEN I came back to the United States. And uh, I couldn’t sleep, I continued to have nightmares of faces of individuals.  It was an awful job that somebody had to do.  We were all in the same foxhole, and we were trying to do good things for soldiers. But it did leave wounds in me.